Birds and Lilies

Matthew 6:25-27

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"

This is my personal reminder that I need to trust my heavenly Father to take care of me. You see, I've been doing far too much worrying lately. I've worried about money, fund-raising, packing, finding an apartment for next year and leaving Oaxaca for a month. It's really gotten quite ridiculous, as if God doesn't know that I have several big things that need to come together.

Like the Bible says, "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" Worrying only puts me in an anxious state of mind while accomplishing no good. I feel stressed which causes my interactions with others to be strained, instead of showing them the patience and love of Christ. I don’t sleep as well, depression begins to loom over me, and I suddenly feel like God is far away. Do I really want to live my life like that? NO!

Okay, so how do I get to the point where I am putting what I know about God into action? First of all, I need to follow Philippians 4:6-7 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” I need to talk to God about what is causing the worry and then praise Him because He is a Big God and able to provide for my needs.

Secondly, I need to be responsible to do my part to take care of things. If I need to make phone calls, well then, I need to do that. If I need to venture out and look for a place or talk to people, that’s what I should do. God doesn’t want me to worry and I need His guidance along the way, but procrastination is not a good option either. Proverbs 31:27b tells me that one of the characteristics of a woman of Godly character is that she “does not eat the bread of idleness.” I need to be faithful to do the work God calls me to do everyday.

So, if God can take care of the birds of the air and He clothes the lilies of the field better than Solomon, I believe He can handle me.